boy oh boy my laptop has officially died :|

I got the particularly vicious version of the vista antivirus pro virus and nothing I did worked to stop the virus :( thansk though to eveyone who gave me advice! apparently reno is going to take a look at it and if he can't figure out what he shit to do (which I doubt he will anyway -- he's good with computers but not much more than I am) then I am going to take it back to the store and cry a little, maybe.

also I apologize for any spelling mistakes -- I'm typing this on my iPod and I am still getting usednto the tiny tiny keyboard!!

GUESS WHO'S BEEN ACCEPTED TO HUMBER COLLEGE BITCHES???!?!!??!

THATS RIGHT!!

ME!

FOR THIS FINE BITCH OF A PROGRAM

man this is one of the few times in my life i wish i could do a backflip or at least a cartwheel but i guess i will settle for FLIPPIN THE FUCK OUT AWWEOIFRHAO3HAOIW3BEFDLKJN

AAAAAUGH shit and I've been so GOOD with viruses too >:|

it looks like I've got the stupid trojan called VISTA ANTIVIRUS PRO 2010 on my system and for the life of me, I cannot get it off. H-has anyone encountered this godawful thing before and how can I get it off of my system ):

Phoniesssssss

DEAR GOD I hated that book so much

this article was the best thing about it for me, really

phoniesssssss

OH GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE I FOUND THIS SONG pffff it was one of my favourite songs as a kid



(:

sob ok I need to take a break from doing my portfolio since its driving me insane. SO.

ganked from letsactive!

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UUUUGH just sent in my college apps

now I really need to bust my ass to finish my portfolio I have like a million sketches and like two half finished paintings and one finished painting and I just bought a buttload of conte SO I WILL SPEND MY DAYS OFF JUST ARTING TO DEATH UUGUGHhghghgh

sob if i dont get in this year i will DIE just DIE ugh

/FREAKS OUT FOREVER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaa

whoaAaaaaa you guyssss I'm posting from my itouch (while sitting in front of my laptop shut up) THIS IS SO HARD but also cool

uhhhh I really have nothing else to say other than predictive text is a bit of an asshole sometimes umm

so how are you guys today

also wow tags are hard to do fuck it

predictive text already knows fuck omg ahahaha

WELL the past few weeks have been a little weird.

WORKWISE I am getting really sick of getting shifts at the far-away store -- it's costing me at least $30 a week to go there and back when I can walk for free to the closer store. That, and they don't give me breaks. I also caught shit because I was slow doing a delivery by myself and had to ask the delivery guy to go a little slower bringing everything in because I had to put boxes on a high-up shelf which I had to use a ladder to do. The delivery guys totally don't mind! They're the friendliest guys ever and are super laid-back -- it's not like anyone's in a big hurry since they allow so much time for deliveries anyway! I am not sure what they want me to do, it's not like I can change my height. :/ They also don't give me breaks! Which is illegal. So I am looking for another job -- there is a chocolate store in the mall hiring and it's like a twenty minute walk, so... (:

College application deadline is coming right up on my ass aaaaahhh gotta finish my portfolio, figure out this STUPID MESS that ontariocolleges.ca has made of EVERYTHING, gotta buy and fax my transcripts, gotta figure out student loans / scholarships / bursories / etc, gotta GET MY SHIT TOGETHER OH BOYYYYahsoefnalskdn being a responsibly adult, what is this

ALSO story of the day! Yesterday, while I was waiting for the bus to come after work, this little kid comes into the bus shelter and just starts talking at me and trying to share his candy and when we got on the bus, he refused to sit with his mom and sat with me instead. He was four years old and going to the mall to buy some shoes (THE LIGHT UP KIND!!!). He then proposed to me and told me I was the prettiest girl he'd ever seen. Swept off my feet, I said yes and then broke his heart when I transferred onto another bus instead of helping him pick out his light up shoes. ): I am a fickle lady.

The next bus was a little more uncomfortable;;; A mentally disabled guy sat beside me and this is basically how our conversation went --

HIM: HI.
ME: Hi.
HIM: What's your name??
ME: Jana
HIM: I am awoiehoarwerpt9328hefwpdonsdf (seriously his name was eight years long and I didn't understand half of it)
ME: That's nice. /PUTS HEADPHONES ON
HIM: /PULLS HEADPHONES OFF
ME: (WTF WHAT ARE YOU DOING DONT TOUCH ME LFAIESNOFAIW)
HIM: It's very nice to meet you Jana.
ME: Y-yeah, thanks. /PUTS HEADPHONES BACK ON
HIM: /PULLS THEM BACK OFF AAAAAA
ME: /STARES WHAT THE FUCK
HIM: You are very pretty.
ME: Thanks.
HIM: I know some nice places we can go.
ME: I have a boyfriend, sorry. /GETS UP TO LEAVE THE BUS even though it was like three stops before I had to asldfkn
HIM: /NEARLY FOLLOWS OFF THE BUS OWAEIFHA;LSD
ME: /RUNS AWAYYyyyyyy

Everybody on the bus was STARING AT ME oh god I really do not know how to handle situations like this! I REMEMBER THE GOOD OLD DAYS WHEN ALL I GOT WERE CREEPY OLDER GUYS and a simple NO THANKS or GO AWAY or FUCK OFF would make them go away. ffffffff jesus

Man, does anyone even remember those Johari Windows? Here's mine if you want to have a go at it. (:

I was looking at my old one, and wanted to see how I've changed, if at all, over the years.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY dreamdischarger AND juunbug

haha um dreamdischarger's birthday was ACTUALLY on the sixth BUT I am a slowpoke at these things and still haven't finished the pictures I wanted to put up here for you guys. |: SOON, I SWEAR.

OH ALSO I saw Sherlock Holmes for the second time with dreamdischarger last night -- I still love it saldkfnslkdfhend i mean I can put aside the things that are off (THE ACCENTS HI ROBERT DOWNEY JR) and appreciate the movie itself! And I don't care what anyone says, the soundtrack does a fine job standing on its own.

also RDJR is pretty sexy, I gotta say. :|

HAHAHAHA HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR EVERYONE I am only three days late shut up

I spent New Years Eve with dreamdischarger and juunbug and we had classy conversations and watched TV and ate way too much junk!

New Years Eve at work was NUTS people were lined up right out of the store and it was like that for MOST OF THE DAY. I swear all of Pickering stopped by to buy party platters.

Also, the End of the Year meme. (:

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dreamdischarger: I AM THE SUPERIOR WEEABOO

that is all

whoa 200th entry uhhh y-yay

I HAVEN'T GOT MUCH TO SAY other than I am dreading college / uni apps hhnnhnn they cost so much sob why

also I recently dyed my hair so maybe I will post pics of that when I get home from work and Reno's little shits are out of the house...

HOW'S EVERYONE'S CHRISTMAS SHOPPING GOING mine is going AWFUL I cannot find ANYTHING AT ALL I am such shit at coming up with good gift ideas. I don't want to cop out this year with gift cards or anything but sadlfknasd oh well there's really only two people I NEED to buy for (hi juunbug and dreamdischarger) but if anyone else wants something feel free to say so and I'll see what I can do!! ;)

ALSO RANDOMLY!!! my job is giving me ARM MUSCLES I mean it's nothing impressive and it's probably pretty pathetic BUT I FLEX IN THE MIRROR EVEY MORNING AND I FEEL LIKE A BAD ASS OK there is a little definition!!!

uhhh so what's new with alla you guys eh

IT'S SNOWING

AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUGGGHHH NOOOOOOOO

well all things considered, it's not that bad aldkfnasdf I mean we usually get snow early-to-mid November here BUT STILL I was hoping for another week or so even if it means snow until April or May. |:

FUCK OFF CANADA /kicks

【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】

G-G-G-GO!

rofl today has been a spectacularly shitty day so just leave me a little love for me to see next year! Hopefully this day will not be as shitty hahaha

LOVE FOR ALL MY BITCHES

if I have to do one more delivery at my work

my back will snap into thousands of pieces because it is sick of this bullshit

( so work was shitty today )

I am working so much |: I think I'm only getting one day off -- I have a sneaking suspicion that they're going to call me in on Thursday uuuugughghghghghgh so tired

So work today was NUTS. First of all, I called last night twice to see when I was working but no one ever called me back so I went in first thing in case I had an opening shift only to find that I had come in two hours too early. :/ THEN we find out that the girl who worked yesterday did not stock like she was supposed to -- there were empty shelves ALL OVER THE PLACE and everything was dirty. This made life SUPER HARD when we had a HUUUUUUGE delivery ($16500 worth of stuff) so we just chucked shit anywhere and then had to ORGANIZE IT afterwards and I ended up staying an hour later than I was supposed to because I would have been an asshole to leave the poor lady with all that work.

SPEAKING OF COWORKERS I have only ever met three and two are the store owners / my bosses! Raj and Huntley own the two stores I work at and they are ok! I don`t really have anything to say to them because... there is not a lot to talk about so this makes work super awkward. Raj doesn`t speak very good English and she`s a nice lady but it`s hard to crack jokes. The closest she`s come to a joke I think was screaming BOX FALL ON YOU AND YOU WILL BE DEAD!!!! at me so idkkkk

But Tanya is super nice! She`s like 20 years older than me and has FOUR KIDS and I SOMEHOW ended up telling her my life story / family situation and we bonded over discussing my parent`s divorce (???????) and mutually bitching about the mess the other girl left behind. She also made me a pie and we ate it together.

The delivery guys are super nice too -- we see them twice a week on Mondays and Fridays! We`ve got the one constant guy and whoever he happens to be training. Today it was a HUGE RUSSIAN GUY and I guess he felt bad for me because he`d help me put away boxes while his boss yelled at him. He also told me that if a box fell on me I would die. He kept hitting the top of my head going I MAKE YOU SHORTER HAHAHA I MAKE YOU SHORTER and ALL THIS FOOD MAKES ME HUNGRY TINY GIRL and TINY GIRL YOU EAT THIS FOOD AND MAYBE YOU WILL GROW A BIT BIGGER I don`t know why he yelled everything all the time but it was pretty funny so whatever.

I also had a lady pay a $20 bill with PENNIES AND NICKELS AND DIMES I wanted to KILL MYSELF Tanya just came out and STARED AT HER IN DISBELIEF WITH ME I hope we made her super uncomfortable.

SO YEAH THAT WAS MY DAY.